An email to friends…

I just sent this email to all of my close friends but wanted to share with anyone that I might have left off by mistake. I apologize for my lapse in judgement. This is a tough day for me. 

It reads:

I wanted to start with ‘I love you’ because I do. SO MUCH! I feel an overwhleming desire to tell you that right now because the rest of this blog will not be fun at all. There is no easy way to say it so I will be blunt.

Earlier today the doctors informed us that we had lost our baby. After 9 weeks our baby for some reason no longer has a heartbeat and is no longer with us. I cannot accurately put into words the things that we are feeling but its one of the hardest things I have personally ever experienced. In an instance our child that we never got to meet was taken from us. A son or daughter that I love so much and now will never get to meet. Not all of it has set it yet and probably will not for some days. I write this all because I doubt I would be able to say it to you in person. I cannot find the words and honestly cannot handle making that many saddening phone calls right now. 

Thank you for your love and support. Me and Mandy will move on and be fine but I ask that you keep us in  your prayers. We know that you will and for that, and our friendship, you all mean the world to us. 

Sincerely, 

Chris

Notes

  1. carbonandeternity said: I love you both so much. WIsh I could be there to hug you guys.
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